This one is sort of for my husband...I'm sorry for my 35 personalities over the last few days.

 I'm also sorry for not being able to say I'm sorry to you in  person. 

You haven't deserved the way I've spoken to you in the past couple of days and if you were to ever talk to me like I've talked to you, I would be a crying puddle in the corner. 

I'm so full of emotions and hormones and although it's a shitty excuse, I take it out on you because I know you'll nod your head, give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be ok. Then I get mad at you for letting me get away my bad behavior. But I guess I would also get equally as mad at you if you called me out on how shitty I've been. You can't win and you deserve better than I've been the last few days. 

I love you so much Bubs, I know we've been through this before with my pregnancies and I know this version of me isn't forever. You don't owe me patience but I so appreciate how sweet you've been with me. 

You're a great husband, an amazing father and I'm so lucky to have you. Please believe me that when I'm giving you sass for something minor that is bothering me, what's actually going through my head is that I'm lucky to have you. 

I promise to try to be better, I really do. You're a great man. 

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  1. Andrew (former AndYetAnotherAndrewJanuary 16, 2025 at 2:25 AM

    Oh dear Dani, this doesn't look good. What have you done?

    I hope you are forgiven ❤

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  2. UnknownJanuary 16, 2025 at 4:20 PM

    its ok cutie pie, I know you are going through a lot. You really haven't been that bad. I still love you.

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  3. Svante (Former Inner-chef)January 17, 2025 at 4:54 AM

    The intensity of your life sometimes give me headache. Ever heard of taking a long break ... doing nothing. Take care of yourselves and Danni ... chill

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